I have had to do much soul-searching this year.  I have undergone so many changes and have transformed in so many ways.  Some things, I don't feel quite comfortable with.  For example, not smoking, while beneficial for my health, seems to contradict my personality type.  I find myself not being able to drink alcohol the same way I have been able to ( Read more... )

I feel like I just woke up from a bad dream, like I've walked in on myself doing something bad. And now, I'm left to fix the train wreck that is my life. My work life and other areas of my life has really suffered. I have been working to try to remedy this, but today, I feel like I need to kick it up a notch or risk losing everything, ( Read more... )

I am having morning coffee for the first time in months. Oh -- how I've missed this.

Thursday, I'm going to spend the night with TJ in Washington, PA.

I've experienced the elusive female ejaculation twice in the past four days. This must be documented.

I'll update later when I'm not working or taking a half an hour to eat a salad.

Things that bother me ( Read more... )